Have you ever masterbated and then cried immediately after you were finished because you realized how lonely you were? How all you could think about was how you wanted to kill yourself in the least dramatic way possible so people would think it was an accident? have you ever just laid in bed and thought about how much of a fuck up you were and no longer believed in yourself to do anything great and how little you’ve accomplished and much less of a person you’ll be in the future? That you’re so desperate to feel wanted and loved that you’ll give your body to any guy that calls you beautiful and invites you into his home? Have you ever felt so worthless that the best thing you can do right now is end your life so that you won’t have to feel any more pain at all? Have you ever thought about a person you hate so badly and realize you hate yourself a thousand times more? have u ever just wished you could wake up and stop breathing? The drugs and alcohol have numbed me to my knees but its never enough because I’m still here.